Stay at home mom


So I’m a stay at home mom or two boys both under 3 and my husband is the only one working and I really want a job but the only issue is child care like we don’t have anyone that can watch them while I work and it’s to the point where he’s not asking me to get a job or anything like that but I know I need one but like how? Everything comes out of his check so I don’t think he alone can afford everything plus child care for 2 on his check so any advice on what I can do? I’ve thought about jobs to where I can maybe take my kids with me but there doesn’t seem to be anything like that in my area it’s kinda depressing sitting at home all the time with no income of my own I feel like I’m the only one going through this sometimes and all I want is to help out financially