so background, im 18 and a freshman in college. i have a boyfriend of a little over a year. but my baby fever is so bad 😭😭 i find myself thinking about having kids almost every day. & whenever i see other people’s babies or when my bf and i are in the store section at cracker barrel and we see the cute baby clothes, it makes my heart melt so fast. ik im still so young and in no way ready to support a child (same for my man) but my heart wants one so bad & idk what all my purpose on this earth entails but i know i was made to be a mom one day. but the self conflict just tears me apart.

(pls no hate. im not ttc. i just needed to vent)