5 days till due date and I’m almost 110% sure I’m going to go over due.

This will be my third baby... my first came 2 days late, my second came 6 days late and My cervix hasn’t changed since 35 weeks... I’m pretty much 110% sure baby will be just as late if not later than my second was.. won’t lie I’m feeling a little defeated.... but not surprised... I told my husband from the beginning I was probably going to go over due again and it’s exactly what I expected to happen..... I guess I just had a little hope for this baby to be a little early! I’m seeing all these other baby’s come early just like with my other two and as much as I’m terrified of labor again, I’ve been in so much discomfort the last 2 weeks with prodromal labor off and on that I’m just feeling a bit defeated.... if you’ve made it this far, thanks for reading, I just needed somewhere to vent to! Hope all you mama’s are hanging in there! ❤️