Frustrated

Hi everyone.

Been TTC for 9 months, stopped using TCP about a year ago..

I've had a couple miscarriages within that time, but am a little angry. . .

My mom's told me stories about her mistakes AKA 3 children, all 4 years apart, with different men, all APPARENTLY having been conceived using the pull-out method.

How is it an asshole like that was blessed so easily, unintentionally, unplanned.

How did she just so manage to be having sex on the exact day her egg was super fertile and I'm planning it and copping full blows etc

Not intending on offending anyone other than my mom. Lol. Apologies, just aggravated at my inability.