Mom guilt

I’m no stranger to bf, I bf my first for 17 months. But that was 8 years ago, cue in secondary infertility.

I’m 8 days pp and so ready to quit. I already have anxiety about returning to work and be able to keep up. I never worked with my first. I cry a lot over it. My first wouldn’t take a bottle so I’ve already given a bottle of bm. Terrified she wouldn’t make it through daycare without me.

This is extremely hard and I’m struggling mentally. I just love her so much.