Can’t take much more.

Boyfriend is constantly bitching at me for falling asleep early. I work at a daycare I’m constantly chasing kids for 8-9 hours 5 days a week and he’s always wanted to go out on the weekends (my only days off) so I’m getting like no time to rest. I’ll admit I start falling asleep starting at 8 pm, but I always wake up between 4:30 am - 5:15 am... he is always making comments that I just watch babies all day I shouldn’t be that tired. 🙃 I have 10 infants I have to take care I never get a break unless they’re all napping. Not to mention he doesn’t have a job himself he is at home all day watching Netflix, Hulu, and playing video games all day. I’m so stressed and my anxiety is through the roof Idk what to do. I dont even feel like the person anymore. Im so emotionally and mentally drained. I dont even know the last time I was truly happy 😔