I paid good money for this?!!!

Sooo I wanted to change my hair, was really excited for it. And I just feel like I didnt get what I wanted at all. I wanted more icy blonde tones. And I feel as if my hair still just as dull.

Sadly I don't have a good before picture to show what it looked like before but here is the best one to kinda see ⬇️

This is what I wanted ⬇️

And this is what I got ⬇️

To me it looks absolutely nothing even close to. In person it looks so much darker, not blonde at all.

The cut also irritates me. She literally just asked how short I wanted it and just cut. She didn't ask me about the bangs, how I wanted my layers, nothing. And I paid this lady $400. That's including the tip.

I just want to cry. I'm pregnant with our second and just wanted good looking hair to help feel better about myself and instead I feel even more meh. To me it's just not cute. I tried curling it today and she left my hair still so thick that the curls didn't even stay.

What do y'all think??