I don’t think I love my husband. He is narcissistic and an asshole. He constantly tells me what to do while he does whatever he wants.

Since I got pregnant all he bitches is I keep him up at night and told my neighbors about it and that he wants to slap me in the face... oh yea told the neighbors I was pregnant and told them not to tell me he told them...

Tonight he asked me if he could invite some additional people Over and I asked him no. I don’t feel good, headaches, etc. 10 weeks pregnant. He did it anyways. Now he is drinking and smoking and hanging out and I’m left with a pile of dishes and a headache.

Not to mention the pile of dishes from the whole week because he can’t clean or do laundry or anything...

Tonight, He walked over and patted my butt and forced me to kiss him so he felt like everything was ok. It’s so degrading, I hate it when he touches my butt. All I want to do is punch him in the face.

I am so sick of his shit. I wish I could just leave.