Does anybody feel obsessed with trying to conceive again after losing a baby?

I had an ectopic pregnancy in January and it hit me pretty bad. Before the pregnancy got removed I was able to see the baby and hear the heartbeat in a scan. I haven’t been able to get pregnant since then but I feel so obsessed over it. I don’t think it’s healthy. I get so upset every month when I see I get AF. I already have a babygirl and she’s my everything and I love her to pieces but I just feel like I’ll be completely completely happy when I get my rainbow baby.

Am I the only one feeling this way?