As all of you mamas know, the hormones and emotions are crazy right now. I have to attend a viewing and service for my close friend’s dad this morning and I’m absolutely dreading it. I haven’t been to one since my own mom passed away in 2016 and I’m feeling so so anxious and worried that my emotions will overwhelm me. She is here from out of town and I’ve honestly been avoiding seeing her because I’m not ready to deal. It brings up SO many feelings related to my mom, which is crazy-hard enough right now as I’m about to have my first baby and she isn’t here. Wish me luck and calmness please ladies 😖🤞🏻