Torn but happy

Aya

So I just found out I am 4 weeks & I am happy. However, I realized as soon as I found out I would have to do it w/o the dad because he told me “ that’s not my baby stop texting me” . As a 23 year old college student that can hit a nerve strongly. I’m just trying to stay away from stress so that I can make it through these first few weeks with no complications. I love my baby already and I cry because I grew up with my dad being inconsistent in my life. My baby will have plenty love and support no matter what. Ladies do you have any advice?