I love who I’m with. I’m just not happy. He’s not happy. Always an issue. Always an argument. I go to work and I see these guys that are attractive. I’m not cheating by any means at all. I think of what being with another person could do, that I could actually be happy. I think to myself why can’t I be happy? Why can’t I find someone that makes me happy? That actually trust me without doubt. Without needing proof to trust me. Without making comments that I’m cheating when I’m not. Without looking through my phone accusing me of cheating when I’m not.

I don’t have money to move and I’m trying to save up but I wouldn’t be able to move for at least six months.

I just wanna be happy with someone that makes me feel alive... feel worth it.....