AF due this week

Ka

In late May, i suffered a mc. I was heartbroken, but after a few periods, i decided to continue ttc. I really wanted to wait until 8 weeks to test (thats when i had a mc) because I'm just paranoid of having another mc, but I also have to increase my epilepsy medication as the pregnancy progresses. Any ways to help me get over the anxiety of knowing 100% im pregnant after testing and having to wait so long (US at 12 weeks is my plan) before a doctor appointment? Im not afraid of getting pregnant at all. In fact, im confident I can handle a pregnancy. Im just afraid of having to go through a d&c again.