My husband hits me and makes me feel not good enough and I just don’t know what to do or how to get out of it .. he gets very aggressive when he drinks last night he came home drunk pushed me around grabbing me by my arms shaking me calling me names telling me I’m just like my mom.. then this morning wakes up and kisses my ass . I want out I don’t want to be with him any more I’m 21 young and I feel like I don’t deserve this any more and this isn’t the first time this has happened when he drinks ... the first time he punched me in the face the second he pushed me down I broke my foot and now this time he was grabbing me and pushing me around and smacking me ... idk what to do . I can’t go to my moms house. It’s just not an option. I don’t have a car yet . I just got a great job offer to me... was thinking anout saving up to get a car then try and leave him ... I just don’t know any more I want out .. oh and when we fight when hes sober it’s the same way him screaming in my face and telling me I’m this that and the 3rd but just not as aggressive ... idk what to do any more should I try to work on my marriage or leave .