Needing opinions?

I’ve recently just had my second baby 6 months ago. I feel like I can’t lose this baby weight and I’m so self conscious about it. All through school I was made fun of because I was fat. I guess I’m just in my feelings and I need to know if this is fat to some people? My boyfriend never calls me beautiful or sexy. I just feel so fat and gross. I had someone actually come up to me yesterday thinking I was pregnant again! I just feel horrible 😞