Waiting, waiting, & more waiting

Amanda • Marine Wife • VII.III.MMXIV • MC August 2015 • BFP 8/7/16 Rainbow Due 4/19/17
My husband recently deployed and we've been TTC our rainbow baby before he left. We suffered a miscarriage on August 10th of this year, I've had a normal period since then. I'm 4 days late for AF, all BFNs so far. My cycle since the miscarriage was 30 days and today I'm on cd32! I don't know what to think. Praying for our BFP so I can let my husband know he will be coming home to his wife and a big ol pregnant belly! 🙏🏼💕🌈 Can anyone else relate?!