i want to become a designer dk where to start...

hey guyssss, idk if this is the best place to tlk abt things like this but hey why not we all support each other through periods, pregnancy, etc. I've been in a hard time in my life where im not making enough money to be satisfied & be less stressed, ive been spending money on clothes since its almost fall & ive been thinking about designing. the only experience i have it nitting & crotchet but i legit want to design clothes for myself & even maybe start my own line? maybe? idk but idk where or how to start?!!!! please help