What to do?

So I’m with a guy who has a wife and a child.

We were together for about 6 years and broke up for a year. During that year he had a kid and married the girl.

And it broke me but I was able to live my life.

He called me one day and just explained how he wasn’t happy with this girl and he missed me.

Long story short we’re together now but in the beginning of him leaving her he always played games telling her he still loved her and missed his family...

I let it go because I assumed it was hard to leave.

It’s been about a year since they’ve been apart. I know he loves me because he left this girl for me.

The only thing is I feel scared.

He gets the baby every Saturday and I get scared Everytime.

He sits there and talks to her and says it’s about the baby.

But there have been times where he talks to her for a bout 2 hours. It’s drives me crazy and idk what to do

I don’t want to live my life feeling like I’m dreading the weekend.

He always reassures me that he loves me and wants me but I just hate this feeling and don’t know what to do

Any advice would help

I love him but I also don’t want to be hurt again.

I get he has to talk to her but there are times where I’m just scared he’s telling her he wants his family