I’ve wanted a baby for so long and my husband is finally coming around to the idea of starting to try soon.

Now that it’s becoming real I’m just getting terrified of my own feelings. I’ve wanted to be a mom my entire life... I’ve felt for so long that I had a hole in my life and my heart that a baby would fill.

So, now I’m just thinking, what if it doesn’t? What if it’s not enough? And what if this makes me depressed and then my depression makes me a horrible mom?

I don’t know what to do. I’m so close to having everything I’ve ever wanted, and it terrifies me......