Weekly appointments

Shy

So I just left from my 32 week appointment. I had an ultrasound because my sweet pea was measuring behind at my last ultrasound around 24/25 weeks. Baby was being lazy and not cooperating but the tech did manage to get the measurements she needed and said babys belly is measuring small. Weight is 4.1 pounds. I thought this was an okay weight especially since I still have 7.5 weeks to go and my son was just 6.3 pounds born full term. Anyway, I had to take an NST and once my midwife came in, she said she wants me to come weekly for a NST. As far as I know baby passed the NST, but because of the small belly, she'd rather monitor me more closely. As long as everything stays the same at least, the earliest they'll have me deliver is 39 weeks. But of course if I continue to lose weight and baby doesn't pick up weight they want, I'll have to deliver earlier but as close as possible to full term as long as it's safe for the baby. She said there's nothing I can really do. Just continue to monitor kicks and movements and try not worry. Definitely easier said than done. Sorry if this post seemed all over the place. My nerves all over the place.