Last of the August babies. Birthday nightmare

Last of the August babies my baby girl Kendall turned 1 on the 31st. She had an amazing day but for me it was hard to push through. Ive avoided glow for awhile now but here i am.

To fill everyone in Kendall is the product of Ivf. After 2 ectopics i lost a tube, and our 1st round of ivf was a failure and with our 2nd round we created this amazing beautiful perfect lil human.

Recently i discovered a miracle. We had just started tracking ovulation and somehow we got pregnant naturally. Overjoyed i was never very hopeful it could happen on its own. But soon our dreams were shattered. Its a long story but in the end i was in the er losing my other tube and an ovary. It was 1130 at night on friday when i got home, and my daughters 1st birthday was Saturday at noon.

But the show went on and even though i couldn't pick her up or join in festivities my daughter will always know how much she is loved.

Life isn't always fair, but i thank god everyday for her.