Bi and don’t know what to do

Abby

My whole life I’ve dated guys and have been very adamant that I’m straight. But in the past year I’ve really started to realize that I’m attracted to girls. I want to have an experience with a girl but I dont know how to go about it, mainly because it would be my first time doing anything with a girl. I don’t want to come out to my friends or family yet so I’m worried about trying dating apps, that someone might notice and bring it up to them. Any advice or suggestions?