I want to be your top priority. It hurts me that she obviously is just using you and you aren’t her top priority yet you rush to her no matter what! I wish I could change things someday. I wish I could have your attention like that. Most of all, I wish I had the confidence to physically show you more of how I feel and I wasn’t so shy all nervous all the time about every move I make! I know you would like me to become a bit of a Dom and you have seen that I have it in me but I wish I could show more of what I want and my full emotions. You are right when you say you can read people cause you can read me like a book and aren’t afraid to tell me you know what I’m felling/thinking which I love!

Please change your mind about the term dating and one day become ok with there just being you and I! I would be hella happy to have that kind of shot with you!