Just need encouragement..

Ladies, I think I just need encouraging words right now. I just found out I’m expecting my rainbow baby a few days ago. A couple positive strip tests & a positive digital. My blood work will be in tomorrow for confirmation.

We’ve been trying for 13 months, after a miscarriage May 2018. I’m finding it hard to get excited about our rainbow. I’m just so scared and nervous. Every time I go to the bathroom I’m terrified that there will be blood. I can’t shake this sad / nervous feeling.

Any tips on how to relax? How to make it through the first trimester without dread looming all over me 😭😭