Dear Jacob
Have you ever loved someone, Jacob? No? Well I have. I think about him every day. Wondering if he thinks or cares about me as much as I do him. Wondering if maybe someday, he’ll love me too. I trusted you. I cared about you, I still do. You betrayed me. Lied to me for weeks. I thought you actually cared an ounce about me. Now I know that it was all some figment of my imagination. A seed that you planted and allowed to grow, eventually cutting off the top. But the roots are still there. I don’t know why I still hold on, I know that you couldn’t care less about the seedlings you left behind. But I know in my heart that you are in my life for a reason, and that you are just another seed planted in me. A seed that I will not tend to any longer. I will leave it, untended, letting it feel the pain that I did when you left my seed without water. So I ask you; are you happy now? You have lost a seed in your garden. It will never grow back, but it will not disappear. It will remain in your heart, forevermore. And maybe one day you’ll look back, and realize. Your garden is like a forest after fire. It will grow and blossom, but the scars will remain. Hidden under the flowers, but always there. A permanent reminder of what you left behind.
Let's Glow!
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