Seeing my ex again at school brought back some feelings and I miss him so much but he was controlling and manipulative. He didn’t want me hanging out with certain guy friends he would always make me say sorry even if it was him who did something wrong. When I started to realize what was going on and the way he was acting I wanted to break up with him because I started to notice that my mental health wasn’t good, I stopped eating and even my friends and family noticed the way I changed. We had only been dating one month and a half and I wanted to give it some time but it got worse. It was around the end of June I started talking to someone else and idk if it makes me a cheater or not. I broke up with my ex because I couldn’t be in that relationship anymore. I feel horrible for what I did, I miss him so much and want to get back with him but I look back and remember the way he treated me and what I did. Should I get back with him? I just him so much or maybe just the good parts.