I treasure every second of this ride, Little One. Your control freak Virgo mommy is only 4 days DPO, so you are pretty much just a figment of my imagination maybe... but, you are already so loved.

Is that you making me moody?

Is that you making those twinges in my boobs and making my nipples look like GIGANTIC?

Is that you making me tired?

Is that you waking me up to pee?

Is that you making me gassy and crampy?

Is that you making my nose so stuffy?

Is that you making me have acne?

Don’t worry, you’re not in trouble.

I hope it’s you, and if it is... please keep it coming. Do whatever you must, Maybe Baby. I can take it, and I do so gladly because that’s how much I love you.

I promise I won’t freak myself out waiting for you to show me two little pink lines.

Daddy’s doing a good job keeping me distracted. Mommy’s finding things to keep her grounded on her own too so she can be ready for you.

We have a long road together, maybe... We’ll keep the faith, walk with our God, and maybe I’ll be holding you in my arms (screaming and alive) soon.

We love you, Honey Cub. Come home as soon as you’re ready!

Love,

Maybe Mommy.