So blessed for papaw ❤️

It’s so bitter sweet seeing my son with my father in law

I love him. He’s a little rough around the edges, he’s very outspoken, funniest guy I’ve ever met, quite inappropriate.

He’s one of those people that may not tell you he loves you every time he hangs up the phone, but when you have a flat tire, he’d be the first one there.

Today was the first time he held my son, and as soon as I pulled into the drive way he went to wash his hands because he was ready.

(He didn’t want to hold my son before because he thought my 10lb 4oz baby was too small 😂)

And you could see love in his eyes that I have never seen in him before when he held him.

My dad had passed away in a car accident, and I got a little in my feelings when watching my boyfriends dad hold my son and show him so much love.

I don’t ask God why he took my dad so soon

Because I know everything happens for a reason

And everything that I am and everything that I have right now is what was supposed to be

But I do question why if this is how everything is supposed to be, then why do I feel like there’s still a piece missing...

I’ll never know.

My dad is probably envious wherever he is watching my father in law with my son, but he is also probably so grateful we have papaw to show him enough love for the both of them.