I need a little motivation/inspiration : Weight Loss

Soo I’m trying to get rid of this baby weight plus the extra 20lbs I gained before I was pregnant so I need to lose a total of 45-50 lbs . I have been eating a healthier diet for about 2 months now and just as usual I’m starting to get discouraged and want to eat junk; especially when the weather is all gloomy 😩. Please, help me stay on track, with some motivation/inspiration. Idk if it’s possible to lose this weight by May 2020. I haven’t weighed myself because our scale isn’t working properly but I did measure my waist from since I have started my healthy diet and I’ve shrunk down 2 inches. Also, I’m not even working out because I just can’t stand it but I know I should incorporate some type of workout in there. I feel like crap because I ate crap the last 3 days and I’m really desperate to lose this weight and be the best version of myself. Thanks!