**UPDATE: I passed! Yay!

Currently sitting here at the hospital trying to pass time during the 2 hour glucose test. The drink was especially gnarly this time, still feel it in my throat and all I want to do is eat something to make it go away.

I’m light headed from the drink, lack of sleep and food. How the fuck is it reasonable to ask a nursing mom of a sleepless 6 week old to fast over night? I’m so hungry during the night I usually devour the contents of my fridge to keep myself awake. Luckily I was able to keep the baby at home so I do consider this kind of a 2 hour vacation 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’m also scared of getting the results back. What if I have diabetes? Or pre diabetes? I’m only 33 and with 2 kids a husband and full time job I just dint have the mental or physical capacity to change my lifestyle. If I had I would have done it a long time ago!

Ok rant over. Thank you for listening.