Friends

So I have a friend who was talking about the ugliest girls in my high school and they asked if i knew any and I personally don’t like that topic so I said I didn’t want to participate but that I knew one and I jokingly said me now I’m not attractive in anyway but it really through me off when they agreed and I probably wouldn’t have cared if I didn’t know he was 100% serious idk I haven’t said anything to him about it but he had also gone on a tangent to me a few days before about how some people treat him like trash and like he has no feelings but also I can’t be mad because I said it to begin with right so I’m just slightly sad and yeah