So I'm in a committed relationship that has gotten rocky so I went to go see a friend just for a hug so I could go home to my boyfriend after cooling off for a bit. But when I went to my friends house, he kept pressuring me into doing stuff with him even though I kept repeatedly saying that I only wanted a hug and to go home. He kept pushing for me to do things. He ended up getting me into a closed off place to where no one could hear me if I did even try to scream.. he took our clothes off while i was repeatedly telling him no and i needed to go home 😭. He ended up getting inside me and at that point I just froze. All I could say was stop but it didnt work and I had no fight back because I was scared. I dont want to tell my boyfriend for fear of him thinking i tried to cheat, i just wanted a hug from who i thought was my best friend to get me through a long day. And i also dont want to tell him for fear of him trying to hurt the "friend", which i never plan to see or talk to ever again. I'm scared to admit that it is rape. So I'm here asking for opinions. My boyfriend is 20 and my friend and i are 18.