lately ive been questioning my sexuality. ive always been attracted to both genders. i, as a female, have never really found people sexually attractive that much. there are some days where i see someone who i find very arousing, and the next day the thought of sex repulses me.

my boyfriend believes sex and love coincide, but im not sure thats what i believe. ive never said it aloud, and ive spent days looking up possibilities that i could be asexual, but im unsure. i love him, but im scared that hell leave me when i tell him that im not looking for sex now or any time soon.

could i be asexual? graysexual? im not sure anymore.