Almost there just 4 more weeks until my c section date I’m excited but nervous happy and sad at the same time unfortunately the father and I are no longer together .. I’ll be a single mom of two boys my first is 8 he’s excited for his brother to be here as am I but I can’t help but feel overwhelmed and sometimes sad I’m hoping I don’t get ppd I’m going to look into therapist to talk to just to be pro active. I really just wanted a family this time around and I tried so hard to make it work . I’ve called the father multiple times he no longer answers my calls or seems the slightest bit interested . I just miss how things used to be and being held and cuddled it’s hard to do this alone .