Please God

I ask that the next time I get two lines on a test

That I am not shattered once again by a loss weeks later

Please God

Let my body fulfill my heart’s desire

Please God

I ask that my ability to get pregnant is finally turned into an ability to carry full term and bring life into this world and joy into our hearts and lives

Please God

I need your strength to carry on through the pain of the previous losses

Please God

Allow me to be a mother