I really hope no one judges me for this🤦🏼‍♀️

My boyfriend and I don’t have sex on a regular basis, which does not bother me. Well I absolutely hate masturbating because it’s hard for me to “finish.” But sometimes I just get SO horny, it’s like I HAVE to do something right then. Well if i can’t go see him then I gotta do it myself. So basically, i just need tips on how to get myself there 🤦🏼‍♀️ That probably sounds really dumb lol