I have decided that as a couple and as a family. We are not ready for another baby. I cannot handle taking care of one by myself (thanks useless SO!) let alone 2. I don't get a break. I don't go to work. I stay home with our son (which I LOVE don't get me wrong) but my SO comes home and barely acknowledges my son unless he's yelling at him for minor things. Personally, Idc what kind of mood he is in. I'm in bad mood sometimes too. That doesnt give me the right to sit and yell at my kid. I've always wanted 2 to 3 kids. And the last few weeks, I've just decided my son is enough. I've already told him this week that I'm not his maid, and just because I stay home with our son (what HE wanted.. I just left my job a month ago) I do not have to cater to his every need. He is a big boy and can plate his meal, or make his own damn breakfast at 5am. Anyways just had to get a rant in there. I'm deleting the app. Good luck to all you mommas ttc! Positive thoughts, and wish you all second lines😊😊