First TWW After Miscarriage 😩

I’m in my first TWW after having a devastating miscarriage at 12 weeks in July. I’m 3DPO. This is absolutely brutal. 😭😭 I’m trying to not stress and obsess over the wait, but I felt like it was such a miracle that I got pregnant the last time (had been TTC for a year and a half...), so now I feel helpless and like it’ll never happen again. This is so hard! Ugh.

Anybody else in their TWW? How is everybody else doing?