C section on Friday the 13th

Destiny

Due to unexpected circumstances my VBAC dreams have dwindled, and a repeat c section has been scheduled for the 13th of Sept. I'm nervous, beyond nervous, for the second c section. I've always wanted to deliver naturally and after a 36 hour labor with my first child that was no longer an option. Being told I medically cannot be induced or have any type of pain relief ( dr. worried about it slowing down labor) with the second. I'm now faced with the same outcome as last time. Just wishing to vent on my feelings towards the subject. Maybe it'll help my nerves