Is anyone else like terrified of having a bad pregnancy and feeling sick all the time...?

Honestly sometimes it freaks me out so much it makes me second guess wanting to TTC even though I want a baby so badly.

I feel like half the time I’m romanticizing how beautiful pregnancy is and how I can’t wait to have a baby bump and carry my little one in my tummy with me everywhere, and then the other half of the time I’m utterly terrified of feeling nauseous, puking, having awful back pain, etc......

I know it’s definitely a combination of the two but..... how do you guys push past the feeling of being terrified of having a bad pregnancy? I know it’s all “worth it” in the end of course, but 9 months is a really long time!