I just want to talk about it

It’s started last week my ex-uncle put his hand on me because my grandma told him and my aunt that I was being really disrespectful to her and I been sneaking my boyfriend in the house and that is not true I ask her can he stay over and he be respectful to her. So me and him talk about it decided to stay not to see each other for awhile. That’s when my other uncle call me talking about how he is not good for me and I can date anyone else and how I need to apologize to my ex-uncle. But it’s like they don’t care about my feelings cause I try to tell them they just brush it off and treat me like a child. I’m really depressed about this whole situation because I really love him and it’s like my grandma, aunt and uncle have a problem with him cause my cousins and my friends like him and he doesn’t treat me bad or anything like that. So I really don’t what’s the problem I just want you to know what I did wrong I try my best to do the right thing but every time I do they just hurt me and justify it by asking that I was misbehaving. And I’m trying to move out my it really hard for me to get a job and I’m scared if I do they will do something crazy. I’m just really sad cause I miss my boyfriend so much and I don’t have anyone to talk to about this I just feel soo weak and useless about it...