When I say I have no help there is no exaggeration.

I have a 5 year old and this baby. Their dad is on 3rd shift. My baby still does not sleep through the night. Baby wakes 2-3 times a night. I go to school full time and work part time. I am so tired that I’ve begun having dizzy spells and random heart flutters. I am currently crying because I have no escape from this.

I can’t take it anymore. I scream “I’m tired, I’m beyond exhausted” to their dad and all he says is “you shouldn’t of had kids, you’re acting like a stupid ass mom”.

This was not how I envisioned having a new baby.