Postpartum butt problem 😳

So, I am almost 3 weeks postpartum and I'm having butt troubles.

We all know theres times and places that you just shouldn't fart, so you hold it right?

Everytime I hold in a fart or poop I get the sharpest pain in my butt and up my colon, sometimes it's bad enough that it takes .y breath away.

Anyone else experience this??