I’m sorry you feel as anxious as you do all the time. I’m sorry that some days it’s hard to eat and sleep or even drink water. I’m sorry that your family always ignores it and now your uncomfortable talking about it with anyone. I’m sorry that you were so mean to yourself as a child. That you couldn’t look in the mirror and say that you were pretty or smart. I’m sorry that you were too shy to fit in because you were so scared to be yourself. I’m sorry that you still don’t like yourself and you feel like you need someone else to give you the love that you can’t give yourself. I’m so so sorry that you feel like you need someone else to make you feel like you’re worth something and all the people

You’ve trusted to do that have lied to you. It’s not fair and it’s not right.

I promise somewhere in me I love you. I just have to find it first