Bad eating

ladiesss! has anyone ever been 265 and u just somehow cant get into the habit of eating healthy? I somehow just dont eat healthy. I try and then i realize i still ate bad through out the day. Has anyone been plus size and ate not so healthy through out their pregnancy and ended up being completely fine as well as the baby? Also i have the worst acid reflex it burns my throat every night!! 😩😩 i dont know why i eat junk so much. My body wants it 😩😩😩