C section & Breastfeeding

I have to have a c section due to a previous myomectomy. Have any of you made the decision to breastfeed or not after a c section? I’m so torn. I hate the idea of my baby being drowsy due to pain meds! Seems very unfair that their first meal will be laced with antibiotics/pain killers/epidural etc. But, I’m also already feeling bad that the babe will be c section and lack the benefits of a natural delivery. Breastfeeding seems like it could help the baby regain natural antibodies, etc. What would you do? Really.