Mind blowing sex

So these last few days me and bae you can say having sex like where we show who is freakier than who???? I don't know why but the sex is so much better crazy thing is he wants to have another male involved I've done it before with him but I just get nervous and I overthink it and then I feel shity afterwards and wanted my eyes covered...we brought out each other freaky side!!! I have never had anyone make me wannna cum without touching me at all!!!