Sorry for this post but I just need to say it to someone. My fiancé and I have been trying to have a baby and, we finally got pregnant but lost the baby weeks after finding out. (This was months ago) I think about it everyday, I can’t stop thinking about it and it hurts so bad. I have friends who are pregnant and they’ve started having the baby showers and all and I still go. You know, to support them no matter what. Regardless, it takes everything in me to not breakdown. He went to the last one with me and he caught me on the verge of crying and rubbed my face and said it was ok. I’m so happy for them but I’m so sad for me. We’ve started trying again but it’s not happening. It took us 3 1/2 months to get pregnant the first time and boom. Again, so sorry. I just needed to get at least a small piece off my chest. I do have a 2 year old (she turns two tomorrow, yay!!) but it took a long time to conceive her (he’s not her biological father) at this point, I’ve asked him if he would sign papers to have my uterus out or tubes tied bc I don’t want another miscarriage but he thinks I’m being dramatic and I’m sure he can’t wait for me to get over it. He’s a good guy but he doesn’t linger on things- he likes to move on when it comes to things.