My bf

In all my relationships I’ve always been the giving one whether it be money, love, attention etc, I’m in a current relationship and idk what to make of it he seem to get more verbally abusive and stuff but I think I’m just in denial, but today I needed to go to work I forgot I was on schedule and my car broke down and I asked him to pick me up or Uber me he sent me the money and he said “don’t fucking call me or ask me for anything else” and I immediately sent the money back because I felt guilty and hurt and I don’t like to feel like I’m using someone for what they have but you guys understand I have bought my car and he used it until the wheels fell off I’ve paid modeling school for him, I pay our monthly phone bill is it so wrong that I asked him to pay for my Uber to work? Would that be considered verbal abuse

Helppp