Heartbroken is an understatement

Hi ladies. I don't know where to start so I will just come out and say it...my husband hit me in the face hard today. ☹️

We had a huge fight. We are currently 7 months clean off of heroin but we are homeless ☹️we have alot on our plate. I'm just so sick right now. I have major health problems also. I'm a severe diabetic and I have what's called skin see sensitive neuropathy. My feet and some of my legs are so sensitive noone not even me can touch or rub any part that hurts. Eventually it will spread over my whole body. I'm devastated and sick over this

Anyway when we were fighting he grabbed my face and smacked it as hard as he could. ☹️☹️

Later in the day he got up in my face and told me to shut the fuck up now stop bitching we are at a customers house as he was doing that he was right in my face. I told him to please get out of my face like that.

So here I sit in the hot sun, scared to death, tired because he also gave me a whole entire strong sleeping pill (serequile?) With my Prozac just so I will be asleep in the truck so I won't embarrass him. I thought my husband was my soulmate,my best friend. I think I am wrong. ☹️☹️